I Can't Keep You, But I Want You To Stay

It’s frustrating when you’re always told about those magic words yet his actions do not justify them.

It’s confusing when you feel his actions mean something yet he does not say anything.

Between the two, as of the moment, I choose the latter.

Don’t say anything. At least not yet.

However, don’t go anywhere. Just stay with me.

I don’t want to see you with somebody else but I cannot commit myself yet to you.

I want us to just take our time getting to know each other.

Let’s be special friends.

No expectations. No obligations.

Let’s just spend a lot of time together.

And let’s spend these times together happily.

Then, let’s just see where we go from here.

Keep on talking to me, keep on making me laugh, keep on cheering me up.

What I’m really trying to say is that stay just the way you are.

It’s enough already that you’re here by my side.

I’ll also try to brighten up your every day.

Honestly, I don’t see yet forever with you.

I’m still confident that should things get too tough for us, I can still easily let go.

But as of the moment, you’re the one that matters most to me.

Maybe my feelings for you are not yet that deep but still, they’re feelings.

That’s why I ask you to just stay with me, patiently.

My heart had been through to a lot of sad, sad things and now,

It seems difficult to penetrate it once again.

But you can make my heart tremble.

You can make my heart beat fast.

You can make my heart forget those many things that broke it.

And now, gradually, a little bit terrified, you make my heart believe again

That something wonderful can still happen.

You make my heart smile.

Someday, if ever that day will come for us,

 When I tell you that I’m all yours, believe that.

I will live just for you.

20 Days

 

From the day it will all begin to the day it will end-- 20 days.

New faces, new experiences, untrod territory.

I shall find either more beautiful jems in my jar of life

Or additional stones that are heavy enough to burden me.

Welcome people. Savor experiences.

Laugh. Learn. Lead. 

Reach out your hand and you will realize 

That the world is actually a friendly place. :)

Cross the Line

 

I'll be waiting on the other side. All you got to do is cross the line. 

Friend

                You always act strong and in control. I can just leave you alone because you can handle things on your own. I can just let go of your hand when we held, I can just not hug you, I can just not inquire about the hard moments of your life. You’re too strong that I just took you for granted. And I thought that as long as I’m willing to be treated the same way, it’s fine. 

 

               We don’t cry. We didn’t complain. We call each other friend. But between being strong and numb, I think there’s a difference.

It Ends Here.

Baek Hee: Thank you for keeping your promise. Just as you promised, you remained on my side until the end. <shake hands>

Them Girls :)

  

  Once upon a time, there were five charming girls.

One day, they transformed into gorgeous ladies. :P

LINES from Law Abiding Citizens

It's a great movie. You ought to watch it. Anyway, these are some of the lines in the movie that gave me the crave-factor.

I don't need to see them.

We have zero evidence. But we need a confession.

What I'm going to tell you, I don't want anybody else to hear.

It's not what you know. It's what you can prove in court.

He is playing with us. We'll play him.

I don't think he likes me.

You're about to let me go. Are you kidding me?

How carefully should I tread?

i know how it feels like to be helpless.

your heart is beating so fast. now me too.

How can you expect me not to fuck with you if you cannot even be honest with me?

I did what I had to do.

That's one pretty principle I want you to start learning: Keeping your word.

First of all, I was never here, and we never spoke.

Every move that he makes, it means something.

There are things and possibilities that I'm not gonna have now. And it's ok. I know it's part of the deal. But I just wanna make sure that I gave up those things for more than just a high conviction rate.

He's just well-prepared. We'll just be as prepared.

Better be safe than sorry, right?

Q: Are you trying to save me now?

 A: I'm giving you a way out. Big difference

We can't retract the decisions that we’ve made. We can only affect the decisions we’re going to make from here.

I'm doing the right thing. You just have to see it that way.

You're causing the same pain that you're suffering from.

I'm sorry. 

Me too.