I Miss You So Much It's A Physical Ache

My body belongs to you. You should know that by now.
Please take frequent and excessive advantage of it.
Mark every inch of my skin with your kiss.
I am a territory for you to explore.
Let your hands tread the aching grounds from my throat to between my thighs.
I will tell you how far you can go. Which is infinite.
You show me how deep you can be. Which is too much. And I want it.

I am your prisoner caught inside your embrace.
Pin me down harder and I will cling tighter unto you.
Defile me in a passionate way.
Take me the way you always do-- demanding, consuming, without holding back.
Go on. I can take it. I am strong like you.
I need this as much as you do. 

Between shallow breaths and trembling kisses, you would look at me.
In your eyes I could see raw desire,
fierce anticipation and vulnerability combined.
It's so intimate I feel helpless.
It's so beautiful it breaks my heart.
Take your fill, baby. I got you too.

You Make Me Vulnerable And I Like It

Since I was young, I already conditioned myself to not get too attached on anything. Even when I sleep, I only have one pillow. Some days I don't even have a pillow at all. I don't want any extra pillow or teddy bear to hug or wrap my legs on while I sleep. Sometimes I even kick my one pillow (and blanket) out of bed. That's how much I don't want anything near me.

And then you came. I never held anything so close to my chest but you. Sometimes you complain how I sort of push you away when you try to trail feather-like kisses on my lips. I'm sorry. I want to give myself to you but it's hard to break my walls all at once.

But you've been patient. We went slow all these years but remarkably progressive. I realize how naturally our bodies fit together. The safest, warmest, and happiest place is inside your embrace. It makes me alive to hear and feel your heartbeat. I want your arms, your chest, your shoulders, your neck. I never held anything or anyone so tight like I do to you. You're the only one I want to be with.